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i shifted to a new universe suddenly.
i love on my new place and hopefully i'm going to settle there :)

with much love :D



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i love you guys much as i love my new environment!

Labels: fear not i'll still be here.



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i am superficially tired. my eyes gonna gorge out soon. well, i hope not though. i've not been doing anything fun for the past few days and it sure getting me damn bored out there. oh well, i'm out to the city today. i hope i wont delay them though. i promised to deliver my answer to them. well if that fails, im gonna quit i guess. no point doing something for 'charity'. it's reality!

我 是在是太闷了.平常不打中文的我经然会打出字来.我知道很多错字啦! 写就了就回经步吗! of course practice makes perfect. but i'm not gonna succumb to stupid long time pin yin to type all those essays out. though i wanna learn, but have absolutely zero interest in spending my time with chinese! yeah, thats how bad my attitute towards chinese. although it seems that a certain number of my indonesian friends gonna go bei jing uni to further their studies. i was like, huh huh huh. out of all places, why china. anyways, was thinking of china too. but i can't leave now, since everything is so settled right down quite well i must say!

i agree though.now adays everyone had been fucking busy. busy till there's not even a single updates on their life. busy till they have no time to jokes on line. and thats all the busy period for your side. especially those whom are preparing for major exams. and major tests. oh well the other side seems to ahve lots of pressure in life's. well, for my side, i've been going to lots of schools meeting up with stupidity lots off different people. USYD, UNSW, MacQ, blehxx. but the people i often meet turns out to be disapointing. i mean their life's are quite 'interesting' though. but my expenses can't stand the way how to splurge on insignificant stuff. i couldn't afford that.

and for my very own sch friends had turned down on me recently. everyone is practically earning money. busy with money hunting i guess. people work for money,a nd i'm pretty amazed that some kids actually work when they don't need the money! what for getting yourself so dirty and smelly. working at those markets, maccas, woolworths.and you get 12 for junior rates. exchanging our time for 12 is not worth it man!!

anyways, its11 now. i had to gotta go city to hunt for money. i need money to cover my travel exp :X and those luxury wants. lols. on a feather note, i've chatted with jun ru!~ cammed to. but we didn't do c2c.eew gosh thats so dirty i guess. oh well. here's a few highlight of pics of pigs!







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this is my super laundry cleaning!


'I'm at the grocery store and there you are just watchin' me
Pick up my clothes from the cleaners and look who I see
I try to loose you in my car but you won't go away,
Come on buddy don't you think you've overstayed your stay?
Don't you have better things to do with your life
Then hang around and stare at me and complicate mine?"

sayonara folks.

oh ya, one last note though,

im freeking so unsocialisable now! i hate practically everyone :)

yep, as the title converys! i think not a single human knows my little secert. yep and now you had the very exclusive on my journal. tahts it if you keep on tracking. lols.

i told mich that probably when i finished chucking up with summer money, i gonna get a car. and guess what he told me? you're so shit. you still dare to drive!! of course, despite the accidents on my very first driving out the safety zone! yep,i've never told anyone of my friends about this. and since it had passed for quite a sometime, i think it's kinda good to let the cat out of the abg for a while. just to catch a heap gasp of fresh air.
























yepp im sure ive been shocking people off my wits for the past few days with such a very disturbing and most probably shocking news of my entire life. probably the other side of mine. so this was a recount of what happen that very day.

i got so goo goo gaa gaa excited after my ever driving licence come out. i was practically all over joyed i must say. over and over. i mean you guys should be able to understand how a 17 got a driving licence. it's just so wonderful. furthermore, my car just got shifted in so yeah. taking the new baby on test. im kinda afraid going out all alone, so tagged mich along too.

we're off on our was to go roxy to seek for new hp's. and i parked my car on the very outside of BII (bank international indonesia). it was a horizontal parking. and i'm kinda a bad Park-er too so yeah. we went around looking for handphones, eat and went to jalan jalan. and when i'm back, i just realize my baby yaris had turned into a pancake. worst, catastrophe.

well, what happen to the behind driver was he accidentally pressed the gas instead of the brake. and his car just flew across my car. it was a matic harrier. and mine's a matic too. i couldn't lock the car control, thus my car flew and went knocked into a panther and the panther went across and knocked onto a whole row of motorbikes.

i was traumatize. i seriously fucking didn't know how to control the situations back then. it was all chaotic. my mind was thinking, shrilling, how am i suppose to answer to my parents. i ahd no idea about that. i had no clue. i'm just lost. and i almost burst into tears. i mean who wouldn't burst out crying in such a situation.

called my uncle to help and mich parents over for help. that's what the rational thinking i can thought. seriously i din''t know how to answer my parents at all. much less break this news to them. and what sigh of relieve i get was thank god i wasn't driving mums volks. bacause her insurance just passed and mine's brand new. still covered and save :) couldn't smile so bad after all.

when i went back home, i was like. eem, it wasn't my fault. blahs. figuring out all the excuses that hopefully i could find so that i won't be blamed for volunteering to ferry them out. you know... but still i kinda got warned for not or rather the others cars was jailed. and my parents personally told everyone if i ever caught driving out any of their cars, they're gonna reward him/her for rewards.

and that's till now here in sydney, i hadn't been on the route before.

so yeah, i gotta my worst ever shock. i just thank god that i wasn't knocked inside the car you know. i would be so traumatized suddenly people come knocking your car while you're inside. oosh.

i just hope the next car gonna obey me though :)

off to figure this new town with my own legs now:)
\
tata,
sayonara.





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i swear of by taking summer mopping floors.
chuck up afew odd jobs.
getting extra cash sure works out fine.
next of most wanted list,
(for which i hadn't been shopping alot.)

1- a V9 Moto
2- 160GB of ipod
3- 1TB of HDD
4- Milk
5- Purple Travel Pass
6- Visit Melb
7- Go Cairns
8- Gotta buy a studio :)
9- Long after a volks beetle arrive. $30 000.

and after that,
pay home loans, car loans, bill loans and caps loans.

i've been out of shopping lately. not for the latest fashion stuff, etc etc etc
but rather for more next generation stuff like house and cars.

there's a few things that i needed to clarify.
yup, im on the move again. and this time i found a totally new adventure
just with a little beginning out of luck thats all.

it's been like fighting with the wounds i guess.
i was told not to move a lot. just incase the skins pulls.
and now i back at bed, lying down unconciously doing suprisingly nothing.
how excited you know!

stomach are super empty.
usuall fonds of chocolates had actually turned into nightmare.
usuall noodles had turned to sickness.
usuall nachos of doritos and bags of chips had been a plague.
usuall junk ahd been a sign of weight up syndromes
self cook meal are always disgusting.
take away are simply way expensive than a bistro.
and now, im left with nothing except stomach grumbling.

well, i'm not sure if you guys reallly know the condition here well,
or i prefer to put no parents house is terrible.
there's simply no choice of food!
i actually had been living with chocolates, chips, nachhos, breads, pastas.
and now just after a few weeks, i simply refuse to eat anything.
i think i'm turning into nicole richie.

it's not that i cant eat. it's that theres nothing for me to eat.
i'm sick of eating junk food already.
and a decent meal is pretty hard to cook.
wait, it's not hard, it's sourceless to cook.
everyone simply succumbs to takeaway simple aussie meals,
and then microwaved them at home.

the problem with takle aways are either too oily or not to my likings.
and whenever i thought of frying my own nuggets to eat,
i had the trauma of washng the dishes. 
and of course emptying the oil barrer.
and those oil will just stuck on your hand for days.
simply stinks.

what i really need now is,
getting a girlfriend who can cook!
yeah i think thats really the best possible answer
to my super lazyness cure.

i'm off to burn my wounds now.
please pray for my safe! 
hahas. so seeya soon :)

Labels: insearch of a new bff :)

criteria:
able to go wild.
willing to go for food spree.
wanna walk to stations.
wanna horse ride.
preffable same sex.
aussie are an advantage.
same age :)

what more could i ask for?


 

What Theendy Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

a compilation of junks!
you can just skip. it's those momento few weeks back then arguments.
nasty ones!

monday.

Tuning: Boston
By: Agustana.
Current doings: I hate corn fakes even more now!

Well I took the motion for being so not online,
Off stand now. Might be off toon9 soon after all.
I can’t stand living with Hong Kong people!
They are craps after all.
They Peeee-d and don’t flush!
They never switch on their lights at all!
And what worst was,
They thought I could not understand Cantonese at all!
I was just behind them listening to what they fuck tarts had to say!
And they could actually complain by smiling to you!
Fuck tarts doughnuts balls they are I guess!
This is what really happened on 4th August 4, 2008!
I had contradicting and ironic minds about printers!
So, settled for canon ones.
However, there were choices between hp, brother and canon!
It had good reputation worldwide. Hahas
And when I brought home,
She was asking what I have just bought!
I said nicely, printer!
And the fuck tarts just complain and grab,
Nei tai hoi mai fan lei tin si kei! Tin fo loi hei lo!
WHAT THE FUCK TARTS!
I guess only Cantonese people really understand this!
I was so damn upset!
It’s not like I’m lodging for free you know!
I PAY FUCKING RENTS .
And with that I’m just gonna move out by this week!
Oh god, bless me with all your mighty might please!
I just hope I will not have to meet fuck tarts people anymore!

I was asked randomly by someone though,
And I thought that was really a good question
That I must share!

He asked: why you seem complaining your life here more ever?

Now my answer:
If any morons understand, how it felt living ALONE
Outside of this world,(without family friends, etc etc)
You’ll understand sometimes you just can’t adapt to changes.
Frankly speaking, I used to live without worries.
Live without fears, live with freedom!

But now, everything was at an edge!

I might be out of money the next day!
I might lose everything that I own!
I might damage someone else stuff!
I might, etc etc etc.

Seriously, it is hard living alone.
In addition, it is not something wonderful at all.
If I had the chance to turn the clock back,
I would not want to step Australia at all.
Nevertheless, this is not really regret though.
However, I really enjoyed some moments,
In addition, dislike most of it though.
Still, I will stick through thick and thin.
I swear that this is just a ‘break’
It will soon get better and excellent.

Although I am not sure about this,
However, I have to hope for the best!
I HAVE TO.\

Glossary of living alone in a foreign country!

I guess this was a choice I had made though.
It seems like only my parents dare to dump me here!
I’m under the welfare age,
I had no relatives here taking care of me,
I had to live all alone.
It’s not a good experience at all.
I’m simply too young to be here!

But

You get to see what the world looks like,
Behind, beside, infront of the world.
You get to experience fuck tarts people.
You get to feel what is this world coming to!
You get to feel the disgusting part behind every human.
You get to explore different culture.
You get more experience with people.
You broaden your networks.
You get to think out of the box!

So it’s really a different point of view towards life!
For me, I prefer living a stable life!
Rather than backpacking around.
Seriously it’s not fun anymore.
Changing address,
The sad thing is I’m getting good at this
If all those fails,
I have a promising future as a professional mover

People call it home, I call it the witness relocation programme.

It’s getting late and I’m wiped. So Time to hit the sheets.
Even though I have no idea, which box they are in.
Keep reading my online journal for more days in a life of teenage gypsy,
I’ll be here the same me, just a different zip-code.




Suddenly on the run!
I watch Spiderman 3 again!
I think it’s going to reach its epic soon.
Yeah I recommended this movie a lot.
So far only 2 though that I really love.
Devil wears Prada and spidy 3.
And believe me nothing else, for a change!

Watching the movie though,
Brought me back lots of memories.
It felt like just yesterday!
Me, besty, liang yu (Royalties), Andrew and another guy called bing hui or so.
Went to Cathay cineleisure to catch this movie!
If I’m not wrong, it was the day I skipped physics test too!
And if I’m not wrong also, jun ru and serene and gang
Were there too that day for the 3 pm screenings for spidy 3 too.
And of course the unpleasant part, I got scolded by fark tarts too!
For skipping physics test make me looks so bad! Coward.

Nuts case though there!
I was referred as nuts for skipping CA’s.
Wthe heck.
Well, that’s not my point though.

My point is, I remembered all those stuff I was back then.
The scarry little pathetic damn human I was.
I guess it’s all about choices.
Like what spidey best friend told him.

Oh yes everyone had a choice.
And that choice is the one who brought us today
Who we are!

And yes. It brought me much lots of scenes back then.
Who I am, what I’m doing here and stuff.
And I figured out one thing though.

I kept complaining about the surroundings.
How I hate everything!
I hate my subjects, I hate the people,
I hate their inflation price,
I hate their high living standards,,,
Etc etc etc…

But,
Had I ever really look around?
Had I appreciate those little things that were given?
Had I really looka round my surroundings carefully?

Yeah this are all choices I must say!
i made this choice seriously.

I shouldn’t complain or grumble at all.
I should love this place.
I should like where I am now.
Yes, I should!

Infact, I’m gonna do that.

From today onwards, I’m gonna love this place more.
I’m gonna try DO my best
To do the best here!
To figure out the things that I really dislike here
And change them.
Blaming wasn’t so important to me back then.
I rather do the correct thing rather then pointing out whose faults was it.

You know, mandatory stuffs.

Anyway, hot on the list,
My class just gotten a new hottie today (:
Didn’t really go over and say hi.
Was planning to do on Wednesday I guess!
Well, wish me luck! Who knows. Haha

Summary:

Anyway, the point is I really miss my besties lots.
But I shouldn’t really let that get in mind.
Those memories were great though.
But living them for live is not gonna work.
It just won’t work this way.
We had to move on.
Looking around and do our best to get into others.
I’m gonna left my Spals back then.
Mail them all back to million miles away.
And start exploring around for the good things in life here!

Yeah. There was a question though,
Am I really that bad during my sec sch lives?
Well, needless to say yeahs. Hahas

Oh well, living up to own mistakes is hard.
But hey, we live to learn so that we won’t repeat.
So yeah thank god I had those experience when
I was young. I was naïve back then.
I though the world owe everyone a living though!
But hey, nobody will die for you!
So losers, sucked in!

Yeah, m growing now.
Gonna be a better man ahead.
Great piles of new life’s a waited me to explore them!

So cheers folks!

Music: Advertising Space by Robbie Williams

Labels: im going to live with a different culture with another diff person!


File: I don’t really mind losing my dignity, to pick up the bill.

I was super humiliated by going out today.
Neither do I really wanna share this fucked moments with anyone else.

Suddenly when you thought that you’re in,
The next thing that you know,
You’ve been eliminated!

This really sucked in man.

Let me tell you, it’s hard to say ok, and no too.
At the same time, when you want to foot it,
You realize that you’re limited to what you are.
And when you can foot it,
You found no one to really appreciate.

That is really hard mixing with richy people.
I realize that certain school students are so proud.
They’re rich. So yeah they poo-ed on your head.

I find this place getting boring as each day pass.
I didn’t find any adventure on my way here.
The one whom I mixed are the one whom I know.
But, the one whom I mixed are spendthrifts.
I couldn’t say no when they wanna bring us out and spend.
god, why is it so hard to say no to?

And the amount that we’re spending each day
Is really beyond my limit.
I prefer to make t once in a while gathering though.
I wouldn’t mind spending 40 bucks on a meal.
But everyday, I think it’s gonna be a problem.

I mean if I didn’t go with them,
I’m gonna be out of news and
Not being updated means that you could be ‘outsiders’
And you couldn’t find a common topic to chat with.
This is really so hard for me.

When I mix with the lower level kind of people,
They are always busy.
Either busy being workaholic of nerds.
Simply can’t find the time to chill off.

And me, I’m left all alone in this fuck tarts city.
Yeah, alone seems a new big adventure to start with.
Shopping alone, eating alone.
This wasn’t the life I used to enjoy.
I deserve better but not this.

I always say, this is just a break.
This is out of luck merely called bad luck.
Maybe the time ain’t ripe yet.

But when is this nightmare going to be over?

On a lighter note,

I went to COFA today :)
UNSW College Of Fine Arts.

I didn’t wanna take picture there.
I think its suaku!

it's strange but i really have to share.
the pics will share with you a thousand words
that i had never been into.
a state where i wanna scream out loud!















i'm on a state of bleeding in my new house.
shall elaborate more on next visit!

namaishte

Hello, it’s been so long since I’ve updated!

And yes I know I had been doing lots of things since my absence too.

One thing for sure, for the next few weeks,

I won’t be online for frequent updating blog and etc stuff.

Yes it sounds pathetic! But I haven’t had a choice to undone it.

Or so whatever.

 

I’ve moved to a new place.

The internet connection is available though,

We can only share it through 2 comps on the living room.

The owner just feels like if he installed a wireless router,

Caps will be unavailable soon =.=!”

And yes that is absolutely pathetic.

I mean my comp really depends on networks.

Like AVG’s updates, email down load..etc etc

Now I can’t even do my work!!

 

Went to Adelaide to spend my weekends off!

To think I spend so much on Qantas!

It’s not even save at all. And the place is absolutely horrible.

Or just say it’s a short visit, so yeah! Historic.

 

I sneak a 2 hour journey too to Wollongong on Friday :)

DAMN it, I really miss that place!

Especially the whole sequence of beaches, the local cheap bistro!

And the whole clean atmosphere.

Beach lovers, you won’t regret this if you jot down

Wollongong beach and the northern hemisphere beach

On your list to do during Sydney!

 

It was a damn pathetic hectic journey too I guess.

Having too been lots of places during last 5 days!

Oh well, I promise to have all the pictures updated soon (:

Please bare with me for a while.

I had to buy another extension for it. Waste of money!

But I’ll figure out some other ways.

I’m also halfway on creating my v first blogskin!

Yeah after so long of html, xhtml, css, class, body, head,

I finally nailed that down!

 

So it took me quite a while to figure things out.

But hey at least I make an effort to want to know it!

Although I have absolutely no interest on that at all.

 

Heard fred and rest gonna come Australia next year!

Sounds fantastic. Well I hope there’s nothing to obstruct me then.

I really wanna go out with my hs friends lots.

I belief that they are the only friends I got I guessed?

 

Yeah all though it claims that I mix with a lot of people,

But I don’t really get them really well.

And of course I don’t wanna get to in close

Just as previous failed sunk ship!

 

I don’t really know all my college people well!

Although it seems a class only consists of 15 people,

But it hard when the issue of age gap rises.

 

I’m 17 and still very young I must say.

And for the rest of my mates, (class, room, school, work…)

Are either entering their age 2 heads or had already joined the group.

I just feel like there’s this barrier blocks me

From interacting with them.

 

And the only thing I did was,

Hey hi hello. So hows the day? So far so good?

Yeah weekends was boring. Blahs blahs blhas.

Thought I kinda started conversations easily now a days,

Not as quiet as last time,

Or if im not so quiet last time too,

But yeah at least I’ve made improvements!

 

So yeeah I guess this is it !

Will be updating soon, but not so soon.

 

Ok now,for the rest of you who are taking all your O’s

This is for you.

I usually don’t really give good advice,

But I really try to help,

Of course since I cant update in future!

In any case switch off this browser now,

And go mug your subjects.

Really wish you guys all the best during exams hall!

Jyjy.

 

And yes for my previous entry,

I so far gotten over with oz indons people already.

Although Eve might claim that I over generalize,

But who wouldn’t?

So yeah. Another weekly entry!

 

 Oui, J'ai faim

 

 

 

i updated this previous entry through micro though.
and am now somewhere far from my com usage too.
so i guess i'll be updating the whole merry merry may sequence later at night
hopefully a yes to it.


my point of view is that
guess me too m lonely in here.
its not so serious though.
its like the people are living for survival now.
and i just cant live with that altogether.
i know it sounds stupid,
but i still prefer to mix around with my sec sch mates!
they're unlike college people.
full of ruthless people.
for teh sake of survival, you can be eliminated without knowing.
but still, people do change over time.
i guess this is what they call living alone in a western country.
yeah, so no complains here !

i guess i'll be updating soon then.

ciao,


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eugene- jyjy for what? living here is the crappiest place i've ever seen!

Labels: i believe in labels not love too :)

 

FUCK WHOLE OZ INDON CW, QS PPL!

this statement obviously too generalizing already towards
whole lots of oz indo students!

yeah yeah, its true finally!
living alone in this foreign country is hard.
it wasnt the same experience i had back within in singapore.
it was full of disgusted people like...

seriously, oz indo peopleare so faredtup.
i had it with them.and now,
i'm not gonna into them!

seriously, ive never met such scheming people.
for once, they could smile like nothing ever happen behind your back.
and the next moment, they just come up and poo on your head.
and when you realize it, its already too late!

and when this things happened already,
i realize a few things though,

im still a kid! i use to had everything,
but since living alone,
clarity didn't define me!
and suddenly i dont realize how 17 life could actually turns out?
and i've just realize my 17 life could be as disastrous as it can be!

and maybe this is the truth.
you can't expect people to be so 'kid' like you
everyone out there are scheming.
esp oz indons.
they care for themselves. selfish farkers.

i guess living in this world,
we have to adapt how to reflect.
and yes, we live for our own.
nobody owe us a living.
and you shouldn't care for anyone deaths!
infact, ppl here lend you a hand and push you down the cliff.

just as i realize the truth,
i couldn't even gapsed a breath.
i was a fool, idiot to play along with your jokes.

to be continued..

aaaaaaaa

after putting in much effort,
i have finally come to a point where i really hate blogging.
i really hate blogging.

maybe when it comes to the
'freedom of expressions'
no one is so open to be yet!

so what's the purpose of blogging then?
you can't even do anything on there?
u don't expect people to jot down the stuff they had done.
you don't expect me to post my boring routine i had done.
nobody wants to read that seriously.
since everything off's, my blog had been so deserted.
and i believe in one thing though,
private blog!that's the only way.

i'm not gonna share with anyone :P
i'm sorry to frequent readers,
but yeah! i'm terrified of blogging.

no im not gonna succumb to plead.
i'm not gonna back to blog.
i felt so scared.
blog without feelings,
seems very wrong.
no expressions at all.
no voicing out of opinions.

and if you do,
you'll only be slapped by law suits.
you'll only be gossiped.
you'll only embarrassed yourself?
you'll only make others hate you even more.
you'll only create another self image.
you'll only be despise.
you'll only get hate

and what's the point of blogging,

if at the end of the world is so dark?
if nobody is happy with whats posted?
if nobody ever understands how you feel?
if people make fun of you and your post?
if .... only what if is gone.

im not really into telling day diaries anyway.
i'm going to somewhere nobody knows.
and when i pop out, means ur'e cool.
so i dedicate this post to my very special person.
you know yourself better.
stay your way out of blogging!
and concentrate on your Os better.

'why are we keeping our secrets?'
Why are we hiding ourselves away
Anyway we can hide away
I dont wanna fake it
I wanna make you believe, what I say
I wont let you...hide away


since its the last time people bashing me up,
so i'm gonna share all my
'dirty little secrets'

' i always lie to everyone '
' i'm always confuse'
' i think i have depression '
' i really fantasize hilary duff alot '
' i'm going mad of hilary duff '
' i think i date mich to get in the crowd only '
' i like blogging, but i have to shut '
' i very poor actually '
' i really misses singapore a lot '
' i really hate australia a lot '
' i am actually ashame if i go back now '
' i really despise some people actually '
' i couldn't smile perfectly '
' i've been doing evil stuff actually '
' i pretty much hate my teachers still '
' i pee on sink too '
' i've watched porn '
' i'm penniless in bank '
' i do cry sometimes too '

ok,that's all my dirty little secret !
oops, i actually have more!
too shy too mention.

sometimes i really wish that life is just a joke.
wouldn't it be a peaceful place if life is just a seconds to miss?

ok my very very last post guys.
i really love all you guys.
but this is necessary!
i'llmiss ya much too. so yeah.
good bye.

piece of note to remember.
what comes around goes around as well.

so cee ya sometimes soon folks.
all the best
ciao,

Regards,
Theendy!

13 Jul 2008


html on hiatus!
Current mood: gallant

i just realize one major defects that myspace had!
i can post any pictures here! very sad k.
ok major changes took storm in my life!
there's not even a single spelling editor on myspace.
looks like my day with beloved myspace is shortened further!
very sad ok.

yesterday, i walked through the whole concord!
i set off from stratsh, then off to homebush by bus.
the from homebush to concord west by foot!
then from concord west walk till north sraths.by foot!
from concord west to sydney olympic park by foot!
then from olympic park back to concord west by foot!
from concord west to rhodes, by foot!
and back to concord west from rhodes also by foot!

i guess, i doesn't need anymore of those impractical gym sessions.
and all i have to do is do those pathetic routines.lol
though its getting really tired.
and i haven't been going for lectures like 1 day already.
and gonna skip it on monday too for bondi.
at least michelle wants to accompany me.
so yeah.not really that bad.

i went to flemington.
and bought BOX of fruits. esp oranges.
it's the cheapest place to get your fruits fresh you know.

then nothing much of happening lately.
im still back to those days where i have to worry for money.lols
but i ain't gonna care anymore.
i'm gonna walk the path that was laid open for me!

i'm gonna be positive!
im gonna pray hard and think optimist.
and that's all i can do.

I ONLY HOPE FOR THE BEST (:

friends, readers, anonymous, bloggers, spacers

i'm so sorry you couldn't leave a comment on myspace though!
i know it's very sad too.
i don't have a choice seriously.
but i have figured something out.
you can reply it through my mail!

theendy@hotmail.com
or leave it through my livejournal too.
i think i can reply too.lols
lets just try out this way first.
who knows it might work out fine eventually (:

Cheers,
youralways theendy(:

it's an extraction for what i've posted on myspace :D

11 Jul 2008


back to myspace :D
Current mood: melancholy
Category: Blogging

ok. i went back to myspace to blog! haha
i didn't really knew what made me decide to blog back at myspace!
but think it's cool going back to where you started.
cause i think this is the only way that my memories will refresh.
refresh how my secondary school friends like.
especially my childish behaviour!
seriously, last time i was so obsessed with people!
maybe i didn't really understand what the meaning of friends back then.
i had them ups and downs.
lied, lied and white lies.
i've been vicious.
i wanted them like, they are mine! mine.
haha, yeah i was a freak back then!
reading through your past is really fantastics i must say.
it is very very different.
the things that you have done in the past
you couldn't judge them at that time.
but now, if i turned back,
the way how i used to really socialize are all piles of my nonsense.
so yeah, esp...
because i've just realize that today,
i was all the time wrong.
so yeah.
i've realize people.
my mistake, so heads my apologies.
haha.

head of to gym today.
i realize that my weight been on the mood.
and my hand is kinda aching too!
it's been long carrying weight.
but i think i've overdone it.

it's not late though now,
but i'm kinda tired now.
i'll tell you guys about my life soon.
sorry folks, i doubt you can really comment on this post,
unless you're a myspace user!
i'll find a way. no worries.

been heaps of ups and downs lately.
seeking for answers and love :D

i've switched to another place to blog though!
yet the sites couldn't have stranger to post comm!
kinda sad though.
i've tried using another lj's acc.
just how many i've created!

http://xmunded.livejournal.com
http://guyonthemove.livejournal.com
http://xland.livejournal.com

3 of those doesn't really interest me.
although i've really invested in much time
yet it's not as perfect like xdoubt or xrecord!
the charisma is different.
i didn't know how to explain really.
it's very confusing for myself to explain.
unless you guys really know.

and i'm gonna change my market viewers.
i've decided to kick singapore out :D
thus i've created a myspace blog again!

http://myspace.com/theendy

i'll shift post here too though.
so now worries.
you'll still see my updates too here.
but in a whole lump sum of it.
haha

i still remember that we've sang this song to
kevin when he left for melb. lols. right eddie?

i'm sorry frequent readers.
i got so bored with posting blogs already.
lets keep all our lives in a secret and when
the next four or five years come,
lets meet up and chat what we've missed
during the past few years.
and we'll have lots of funs together :)
all right folks.
don't be sad!
i knew that chancing upon my blog,
was the greatest finding that you might had.

so yeah!
this is good bye folks and friends :)
i'll see you guys soon ;')

and i won't really be often on msn too.
so use EMS if you want to reach me :)
cause i have a blackberry around !